i've come to realise quite adruptly, that im the odd one out amongst my friends. perhaps its time that ive emerged from the sea of denial and learnt to admit my short-comings. perhaps its bcos i have never seriously comtemplated this issue.
you see, most of my friends have dear ones in their lives. no im not referring to their siblings, relatives or parents. you get the idea. and i simply do not. i dunno. is it bcos im too naive to actually have a relationship? is it bcos im undesirable? what IS wrong with me?
ok i know, being single is not a crime and it certainly isnt wrong. its just that when im down and out, in the abyss of darkness(im seldom in that realm, thank god) while others have someone at the other end of the tunnel, welcoming them, loving them, i do not. i've noone to confide in w/o fear of being backstabbed and yeah you know, some issues cant be discussed with parents etc.
so yeah. i know what i am, and who i am. im confident of myself. but i do need companions. not face-value friends. ahhh im so frustrated.
oh well, bitching about being single wont do any good. im just gonna put on my happy facade and go on with life.
About me:
22m(FREAKING old man)
me a long time ago
me now
gab_toh@hotmail.com
MY facebook
MY friendster
smu, 2007-2012
ex-hpps
ex-acjc
ex-acs(i)
ex-acjc
ex-lifeguard
ex-RSAF
Loves:
cycling
milk
chocolates
chics
my family
my friends
music
guitars
chilling out
reading
chatting! :)
Dislikes:
liars
cockroaches
lizards
backstabbers
perverts
people who slurp when eating porridge/noodles/drinking soup
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Memory Lane:
My Friends:
Candis <3
Eve
Evelyn
Iris
Jas
Jasmine
Jia Mei
Jia Yuan
Judith
Kitty
Matthew
Michelle
Michelia
Natalia
Pong
Serina
Wei Ze
Wesley
Intriguing Reads:
Angry Doc
Jamie
NHS Blog Doc
Wikipedia
Special thanks:
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