so...it has been eons since i last updated this blog. not even sure if everything works now, esp the comments page.
just in case anyone still reads this, i'm still alive and recovering.
not knowing how to appreciate and realise that the right one for me, has been around me for some time, is one weakness of mine.
for all the wonderful things she has done, i hope to make it up to her :)
here's to many many hours, days, weeks, months and years of fun and joy spent together. you rock, darling.
life is but a torrent
gushing forward with a mind of its own
throwing you into situations yet unknown
sometimes i wonder the purpose of my life
to no avail but of course
for it changes with every turn
shrouded in mystery
for better or worse
as i lie in bed with my neck nestled comfortably
i wonder and wonder
what course my river of life will take
will i be successful financially?
will my career be one of interest?
will i find true love?
as i lie in bed with my neck nestled comfortably
i know that whatever the course life takes me through
i will learn
i will pick up skills and knowledge
i will hang on.
to life
to love
to everything homosapien
so here i am, writing. exercising the part of my brain that has been somewhat inactive, dormant for some time.
way too many things have happened in my life. sometimes as i look at the photos of friends on facebook, im overwhelmed by a myriad of feelings - from regret stemming from not having achieved as much as my peers as a result of slacking too much, to embarrassment. yes embarrassment of having done certain stuff at stages of my life. lest your imagination runs wild, no they arent anything big like..walking ard public with a hole in my pants.
random musings:
~thank god belle is doing fine. havent heard from her in years..
~kelly's still in the middle east, saw the news, its SCORCHINGLY hot over there. she's gonna get a good tan...
~hong kong, taiwan here i come
~grace and her grazed knee. oh man.
~transformers.
~neck recovery. cant cycle..for months.
well i really wished i din make the mistake back then.
and that she's back and that we are together.
she's the only one who has taken all my shit and not judged me. yet i hurt her time and again. damn.
finally back from the exams. shagged out. but happy to be alive.
hmm now that im freer till summer mods start, im beginning to think and emo. damn relationships. why did i make the mistake back then? is it too late to redeem myself? damn myself.
so my legs cramped before coastal and it kept doing so till i finally reached home. headwinds, inconsiderate drivers made the ride back miserable.
then i had diarrhoea. not once, but 5 times as of now today. fantastic.
after waking up, i received the groupings for a certain mod. and i am in the first group - to present. miserable. w no friends in the group too.
grumbles*
About me:
22m(FREAKING old man)
me a long time ago
me now
gab_toh@hotmail.com
MY facebook
MY friendster
smu, 2007-2012
ex-hpps
ex-acjc
ex-acs(i)
ex-acjc
ex-lifeguard
ex-RSAF
Loves:
cycling
milk
chocolates
chics
my family
my friends
music
guitars
chilling out
reading
chatting! :)
Dislikes:
liars
cockroaches
lizards
backstabbers
perverts
people who slurp when eating porridge/noodles/drinking soup
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Memory Lane:
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My Friends:
Candis <3
Eve
Evelyn
Iris
Jas
Jasmine
Jia Mei
Jia Yuan
Judith
Kitty
Matthew
Michelle
Michelia
Natalia
Pong
Serina
Wei Ze
Wesley
Intriguing Reads:
Angry Doc
Jamie
NHS Blog Doc
Wikipedia
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