ok here's the deal. im extremely bored on this supposedly-very-happening night and im online. hahaha i happen to chat with this babe whom i have known for some time. she has a bf, so no she's not available. however,i've promised to write a feature on her.so keep your claws to yourselves guys.
hahaha i dunno if im supposed to reveal her name, but this babe goes by the name of fxxxxxa. so yeah go guess. anyway, man i used to have one or two lengthy conversations with her in the past, before she got her bf. haha and betcha, she's one hella gurl to chat with.
you know how you're able to connect with someone, with ease,w/o any restraints? yeah i guess she has this x-factor that inevitably induces people to want to know her and to chat with her. hahha yeah! im not kidding! but erh downside is, she's attached.. awww!!
oh yes!! she mentioned something about going for a gurls-only trip tmr! dang! hahha nv jio! erh not that im female or anything remotely female, but it would be a blast right?
ok ok, im running outta words here. like they said, a picture is worth a thousand words,so here goes!
i need to loosen up! im not enjoying life as much as i should and im simply not having the time of my life.
was supposed to go clubbing tonight. i didnt. why? well bcos my friends arent. hahha lame excuse right? blah, i guess its just my lazy bone.
anyway, i went around my home, armed with my trusty cam and went trigger happy. being the non-photogenic person i am, most of the pics turned out bad lol. so for obvious reasons, here are 2 pics which turned out fine. and yea u guessed it right, they are non-animate objects.
pls ignore the fan stand for the time being, im downloading photoshop at this moment :D
ahh yes my classical guitar. love theeeee music emitting from e strings :D
i know this is out of point, but I REALLY NEED TO LOOSEN UP!
hahaha just got back from yishan's bday party held at hui's house! im tired and hungry but yet it was all worth it.
when i first got there, i was bewildered by the terms the gurls were hurling at each other - the terms were associated with the various courses held at NUS. haha poor me is still serving my time while the gurls are pulling their hair out, mugging and yeah pretty much studying most of e time. anyhow i pretty much stoned at one corner till it was time to sing the bday song!
here was the delightful cake baked by the gurls of sc4! you gurls rock!
from then it, it was pictures galore as everyone snapped away on their cams/cam hps..that pretty much woke me up from my stoning spell and i started yakking away to the pple there.
here's to the bday gurl whose gonna turn 19 on monday - BEST wishes to the endeavours you partake in. may you always stay cheerful, pretty and upbeat. and yes! you WILL graduate with 1st class upper honours. all the BEST gurl!
and to the rest of the sc4ers! may we always be united as one and cherish the times we had together. we suffered together, we enjoyed as one and most of all, we did it TOGETHER. may we all lead fruitful lives!
psst i took a picture of/in hui's posh toilet ;) enjoy!
i will wait, and i think it will be worth it :D
kitty said something that made A LOT of sense to me. when i asked her if owning material possessions like cars equate to having companions, she answered something to the effect of,
"different pple will attract different type people" and that maybe the "gfs will like the car and not them"
which is hilarious and yeah, enlightening. so what da hell, im gonna be me!
thanks kitty for the assuring reply!
and yes sweetie jas, i have not forgotten u! :D :D
i've come to realise quite adruptly, that im the odd one out amongst my friends. perhaps its time that ive emerged from the sea of denial and learnt to admit my short-comings. perhaps its bcos i have never seriously comtemplated this issue.
you see, most of my friends have dear ones in their lives. no im not referring to their siblings, relatives or parents. you get the idea. and i simply do not. i dunno. is it bcos im too naive to actually have a relationship? is it bcos im undesirable? what IS wrong with me?
ok i know, being single is not a crime and it certainly isnt wrong. its just that when im down and out, in the abyss of darkness(im seldom in that realm, thank god) while others have someone at the other end of the tunnel, welcoming them, loving them, i do not. i've noone to confide in w/o fear of being backstabbed and yeah you know, some issues cant be discussed with parents etc.
so yeah. i know what i am, and who i am. im confident of myself. but i do need companions. not face-value friends. ahhh im so frustrated.
oh well, bitching about being single wont do any good. im just gonna put on my happy facade and go on with life.
i feel like a small boy again, eagerly unwrapping my gift boxes, anticipating filling my eyes. haha, what exactly am i saying??
i just realised how cool my dvd receiver is :D check this out, it plays mp3s, dvds, vcds, cd-r/rw, dvd-r/rw, wma, jpeg, mpg, divx etc! hahah how funky is this??
test-drove the hi-fi set with santana...heavenly i tell you!! how, who wants to come to my room to listen to music and watch movies? hahaha.
im sorry if i sound boastful...its just me being excited with cool gadgets :D
yay i got my hi-fi set (5 statelite speakers, 1 subwoofer, 1 dvd/vcd/cd/amp player!)...and my dad gave me his huuuggee screen tv..all they're all in my room!
go me!
and i watched rush hr 2 a few hours ago, amazing stuff.
gotta go, playing a game. take care folks, esp A and B :D
im so happy!!! A friend A of mine is gonna chase friend B, another friend of mine!
nothing warms my heart more than to hear a pal getting together with a good female friend. cheers to you tooO!!
psst, eve good job :D :D :D
haisss listening to lance armstrong crooning 'what a wonderful world' is just soo soo soothing.
so what if im a NSF with no car and no babes? so what if im surrounded by unhappiness? so what if i cant be a doctor or anything prestious?
its a wonderful world. screw the unfairness and prejudice in the world.
hahha this is so funny! ok this was wat happened. i went to meet my sis at bpp and on the way down the escalator (well ok before i stepped on it), i was stopped by this lady/gurl.
normally i would immediately say no to surveyors, etc. however to my surprise, i said yes before thinking. lol i must have been enchanted by this gurl. anyhow, she asked me about savings and stuff, till it led to the question, "so you're fresh for jc/poly?". amazingly, she told me she was from acjc too! i mean, what an coincidence right? wahahha and i blurted out that she graduated "ages ago", indirectly implying she's OLD. subtle me has gone to the thrash.
however she was very nice about it and yeah we chatted for a while till i left. hahaha ok another confession. i wrote my number as
she made my day with her smiles.
on another note, i tink my guitar solos have improved! i played to the tunes of bb king, conway twitty and a whole load of new songs by click 5 and fountains of wayne. amazing stuff, go ME!
alrighty, im sleepy. gonna have a well DESERVED sleep (ie >7 hrs)! damn the past week, has been so taxing on me, but i have survived! weeeeee!
good night folks. and take care!
PS: omg joanne, if u ever find your way to my blog, we must go out during nov ok?? and when i ord too :D take care in aussie!
dang it, sembawang is sooooooooo faraway!! and its gonna be this way for...5 more days. & im sooooooo tired. haha before i complain, im gonna go off :D
tata!
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22m(FREAKING old man)
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