hahaha i tried calling my sis just now..and instead of a 38, i keyed in 88. a bewildered female answered and was going "hello? hello? hello?". ommg im so silly! lucky i din reveal my identity :X
oh yes, and 30 is a lucky number. its your number :)
for happiness for everyone! may you be loved by your parents, siblings, family and special ones :)
im looking forward to the day florence comes back, really miss her. 2 short weeks. to her arrival. to my bmt :)
shout-outs to a few people.
alice: hi gurl, must celebrate your bday ok! dun stay at home, do something meaningful :)
candis: post post post! hahha you go gurl! sweetie pie.
monster iris: reunion once again, may you continue to be happy!
kitty: hee change your blogs as often as you wanna, as long as you're happy, im too :)
everyone else: dun worry, be happy :) :)
Yes i know alllll your dirty secrets hahhaha :)
a poem dedicated to jasmine, who's studying overseas now. i admire her for pursuing her ambition w/o fear. dun laugh at my attempts at writing poems, im trying my best :)
knew this lady some time back
in the southern province of china
ok i was just kidding there
perhaps it was fate
perhaps i was just lucky
for she's a true friend
a friend who stands by me
through the tempest and strong headwinds
this lady has a strong willpower
a steel-like ambition to be a doc
one that saw her through hours of work
work that was back breaking
one that saw her packing and leaving
off the to land of the kangeroooos
its a foreign land no kidding
im glad she's doing fine
that she's having fun
that she's adjusting and
climatising well
im glad she's pursuing her dream
her ambition her wish
and i look forward to the day
i can fall sick
and let her see me..for free(LOL)
meanwhile may this fine lady
study hard play hard
and take good care of herself
for there will be one fine day
when i can call her
doctor jasmine
beauty with brains.
haha i just love chatting with candis! she's like this breath of fresh air - im normally stoning in front of the comp till she comes online!
and yes she's deserving of the title, princess candis :) i dunno, but there's this x-factor to her that appeals to me - not in the dirty sense, you perverts lol! and yeah she's equally pretty. red cheeks, lively eyes that seem to dance all the time, nice lips etc. hahaha sounds like im describing a model, but that's the truth.
you go gurl! liven up this world with your infectious laughters and vibrant character. and beauty.
speaking of which, hahah im not biaseeedd ok :) i still think of you gurls, namely florence, iris, jasmine, evelyn etc and no in order of importance. hahhaa im trying to be politically correct here!
a poem dedicated to florence
a thousand miles away from home
armed with a steel will and guts
you give it your all
working hard, always on the ball
loneliness may set in
home-sickness may check in
however do be strong
take care of yourself
amid the strong winds and turbulents
waiting for you
a thousand miles away
are your loved ones and me
missing every moment that you're away
and at the same time
hoping you'll be fine
waiting, hoping and praying
look at the sky
look at the sun
breathe in the fresh air
and know that what you're doing
is worth it all
so work hard
and be strong
remember,
we are
waiting, hoping and praying
i dunno if any of my jc classmates read this, but if you are, check this out! looks like good fun..in singapore!
love is an abstract word. its intangible, its totally misunderstood at times. however its embraced by those fortunate enough to be struck by cupid's arrow. then, is it correct to say love is like a blackhole? you can see that both exist(look at the eyes of those in love) yet you cant hold on to it. neither can you control it.
is love a feeling manipulated by our desire to feel wanted? is love something, someone high up there, gave to us so as to prevent us from living in a bleak, unfeeling world?
for one, im not in love now and perhaps will never be. so yeah, i wont have the answers to the above questions.
speaking of abstract, this is a pic gone wrong. yet its beautiful in its flaws.
im sick of being taken for granted. i wish i can narrate to you all what happened or rather, has been happening at my workplace, but i cant.
i just wanna ORD now. and my back is hurting now.
just got an email from florence. mentioned that its rather cold over there. i really hope she recovers from the cold she has and just passes the 5 more weeks w/o a hitch. sigh, i know the feeling of being alone in a foreign land w/o any of your beloved ones.
i almost cried when i left my family for a trip to kunming, china during the start of my sec 3 year. its that bad.
so yes, all the best wishes to florence. my heart and thought goes out to you.
saturday, it was a bad day. wasnt feeling well. slept from 1 pm to 5 something pm after waking up. feeling HOT. damn weather. i wish i were in korea or taiwan, having no responsiblities, no worries and just enjoying myself.
oki, the end of this entry.
you're beautiful gurl.
oh yes! im feeing good today..accomplished all of the issues i set out to settle. it gets you into a mood..a talkative one :)
been writing to jasmine who's in melbourne now, she's doing pretty well, as far as i can see from her replies. jasmine baby, come back soon yeah! the whole world misses you!
promised to write florence emails, gonna get down to it after this. hope she's faring well over in china..TAG ME IF YOU SEE THIS OK FLORENCE :)
ahh back to my routine life.. :(
PS: aliccee! are u doing better already? remember, he's not worth it.
this heart of mine belongs to someone. hahha! sounds like a poet right? :)
im chatting with florence right now..and i've grown to be slightly..comprehensive. i can feel how she's hesitant to leave the warm comfort of her home to go for an attachment. i can feel that she's not ready for this huge step. however, i can also feel that she knows what she wants, and she'll do anything to achieve this goal.
somewhere in her, lies this delicate gurl who yearns to be loved and hugged. sure, she's independent and brave, 2 character traits i adore. however, i really hope she will expose her weak facade to me. that she'll open up to her, tell me about her concerns.
so yeah. i hope for florence. i hope that she'll do well in every endeavour she partakes in. and i hope that she'll be loved even more.
PS: im kinda feeling weak now, i've learned about the dynamics of my knees and the problems arising from it. basically i need to re-align my patella or knee cap. pls give me an op that solves this problem of mine.
About me:
22m(FREAKING old man)
me a long time ago
me now
gab_toh@hotmail.com
MY facebook
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smu, 2007-2012
ex-hpps
ex-acjc
ex-acs(i)
ex-acjc
ex-lifeguard
ex-RSAF
Loves:
cycling
milk
chocolates
chics
my family
my friends
music
guitars
chilling out
reading
chatting! :)
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liars
cockroaches
lizards
backstabbers
perverts
people who slurp when eating porridge/noodles/drinking soup
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My Friends:
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Eve
Evelyn
Iris
Jas
Jasmine
Jia Mei
Jia Yuan
Judith
Kitty
Matthew
Michelle
Michelia
Natalia
Pong
Serina
Wei Ze
Wesley
Intriguing Reads:
Angry Doc
Jamie
NHS Blog Doc
Wikipedia
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