My World. My Life.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

{*as you can see*}

many, if not most people have blogged about 2007. how eventful it has been. what surprises it held for them. the myriad of pleasant and unpleasant things that have occurred. and i shall be no exception.

in a summary, 2007 has been a mad rush for me, especially since school started. tests, exams, presentations - they were tedious and no doubt, left me exhausted. i ord-ed in feb this year, barely 3 days before my 21st. around the same period, i had my ear cartilage pierced.

im glad i met several brilliant friends along the way. business camp jiemeis and bitchy balls, classmates, school mates, you get the idea. of which, i must point out that cais and phyl have been extremely supportive, always been there for me when i was down. (read: relationship problems). for this, i will be most grateful and appreciate them immensely. jefri, my long-time friend and cycling buddy, wont be forgotten either.

i admit i have been quiet recently, observant, brooding, emo. and i have no one to blame but myself for letting myself be weighted down by issues that are inevitable, that are beyond me. i know im being extremely vague here, but its only for privacy sake. as such, i would like to apologise to my dears for this most erratic behaviour, and thank them for being so patient, accommodating towards me.

for the new year, i aim to study even harder. to aim for greater heights. and to be a better friend to everyone, especially the ones which matter to me. above all, though i seldom voice it, i pray that my loved ones will always be in excellent health and of course, fulfill their new year aspirations.

below are some dedications. pls do not be offended if your name isnt mentioned - you are in my thoughts.

cais: you are one of my BESTEST female friend. i have never said this aloud, but i have always enjoyed myself in your company. your funny antics, serious chit-chats, stayover.. you are the life of the party! you never fail to bring a smile to me even when im weary, grumpy and emo. i hope you will not be weighted down by relationship problems and will always be happy (i will always remember you grinning away while doing the machines hahaha) <3>

phyl: ULTIMATE female friend! you are totalleh wrong when you said no one likes you. im sure there are! i know there will always be a disparity between a boyfriend and a guy friend, but i will always try to keep the smile on your face - the surprise when you saw the sunflower was priceless, and i want you to be as cheerful even to the point of jubilance all the time. this is the actual reason why i chose to get the sunflower for you. thank you for the numerous advice and immense support you have shown me throughout the time i have known you! you're such a darling, a source of energy! (i wasnt referring to a certain someone when i mentioned energy hahaha) cheers to single hood! (i really wish you have a good bf, but then with that, would come lesser time spent with you!) much love to you!

kelly: thanks for the mannnnnyy hours spent together! i will always remember the times we had fun, and the times we din quite - remember the time we deliberately capsized and had to row back to shore with the canoe 3/4 filled with water? hahaha. i hope you forgive me for the mistakes i have made and you will always be a dear friend to me.

jefri: jeffff! i have known you since sec 1 and you have never changed - always an endearing, unassuming buddy! be it cycling, talking crap or just watching movies, i have enjoyed myself A LOT with you! hahha ok i know im treading a fine line towards sounding gheyish, but you are always a close buddy : )

candace: hi mrs lee hahaha. aiyoh i still dont get why you adore mr dick lee that much, but i respect your uh choice. may you always be cheerful, chirpy and lets meet up soon. remember, smu's a stone's throw from town. lunch!

cheers people! may EVERYONE have a blessed year ahead.

Gabby | 11:41 PM

{*hmm*}

"how i wish things were, but they arent."

Gabby | 2:29 PM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

{*merry merry xmas people*}

started the day off with a bang yday. gyming with cais and phyls, ran for the first time in months, if not a year. not bad pace either. did some machines (this sounds totally wrong btw) then went to town for food and abit of walking around.

i tell u, cais and phyl are freaking hilarious! hahha if phyl uploads the pics taken, u'll know why. came back, had instant noodles, SAD ok! hahha oh wells.

anyways merry xmas people! be it whether you're going to your grandma's place to exchange gifts (kelly), hosting (phyl) or just spending w your respective dearies ( a lot of you, dont be shy), do have fun and rem the significance of xmas! ciaos and cheers!!

Gabby | 1:26 AM

Friday, December 21, 2007

{*congras!*}

now now, one of my close friends just got attached recently. congratulations to her, u go girl! make sure the guy treats you well!

relationships, more specific girl-boy relationships are super complicated. to get attached is one thing, to maintain, to sustain the interest is a different matter altogether. i admire those who have been married for donkey years - it isn't easy.

just in case anyone is wondering, yours truly is single. not blissfully single, not emo-ly single, but just indifferently-single. i cant decide for myself if being single is good. freedom vs commitment. tough choice don't you think?

alright, lest this post degenerates into another one of those emo, pointless post, i shall end it. a merry xmas to everyone!

PS: princess promise that u will take care of yourself okay!

Gabby | 2:43 AM

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

{*a blast of a time*}

finally, i was able to enjoy myself the past few days. a special mention to cai, phl, amanda and michelia. you guys rock, tho we like spent a bomb on food (esp true w amanda and michelia), the time spent tgr was really good. above all, it took my mind off several unhappy stuff. and yes i will continue to revert back to my happy, carefree attitude/lifestyle. CHEERS.

i <3 this shot. more pics of sinful treats up at my facebook/flickr account.

HAPPY GABBY! HAMSUP GABBY!

Gabby | 1:30 AM

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

{*im tired.*}

i am really really tired.
i wish i could retreat into a hole and let the world fly by over me.
i wish i could be devoid of feelings and be indifferent
i wish there would never be complications
i wish i could disappear
i wish i wish.

Gabby | 1:31 AM